For Everything I've Never Done

If only I could say,
These things to you today,
If only I could be,
The one you want to see,
If only life were fair,
And you knew that I still care,
Well I'm not sure if you know,
I'm not sure if you want me to go.

For everything I've ever done,
And all the things I could have done,
For every thing I couldn't be,
For being different from what you want to see,
I never meant to hurt you,
I'm sorry I just thought you knew,
I'm sorry not showing you I love you,
I'm sorry for all the things that you have been through.

If I could show you how I feel,
I'm not sure it would be real,
I've never been good at expression,
But you left me with this impression,
I've never felt this way before,
I don't want anything more,
I just want you to be with me,
And help me to once again see.

For everything I've never done,
And all the things I could have done,
For every thing I couldn't be,
For being different from what you want to see,
I never meant to hurt you,
I'm sorry I just thought you knew,
I'm sorry not showing you I love you,
I'm sorry for all the things that you have been through.

Nothing I do can express how I truely feel,
This pain has become so surreal,
Like it's nothing but a fake injection,
And it's spreading through me like an infection,
And now I'm telling you today,
I'm sorry I couldn't say what I wanted to say,
I never wanted to break apart,
You're still a major piece of my heart,
And only you have the key,
The key to my heart, or the key to break me.